if you are in the mood for a good cry (have just remembered now Wong Car Wai's "In the Mood for Love") you tend to put less make-up not to look scary after the weeping session:)
when one is humid, cloudy inside he/she weeps...just like i did this morning on the way to the office not paying attention to people's staring at me who were stuck in traffic ...
By the way i wonder why parents take their kids to school by their cars in Kuwait which causes a damn traffic jam every morning. Wasting time & energy...everybody starts a day with bad mood. Why dont students take school buses in this country?
I have throat ache again...can guess the reasons: weather change, not eating well, depression...
I should ask for one more tea from the teaboy Shajeeh whom i like most in this company, he learned from me how to say 'how are you' in Turkish so whenever he sees me he asks: "Nasilsin sheriiifffuuuu?" and i reply "iyiyim Shajuuuuuh!" (lying sometimes about how i am)
5 comments:
It happens, you get these clouds at times in your heart and ya u do weep. It makes you feel better.
And yes everybody starts the day in a bad mood and the bad mood peaks at the going back home trip.
its getting busier and busier, the heat is increasing, Morale is down. It is outright awful here.
Allah e3een iljimee3
if only i knew i would be set free from the dark once i get out out of this country! For sure some other kind of problems would be waiting for me...so mostly it is not about our location, it is about our 'selves'...all sailing in the same boat...
Are you depressed Sherry?
Can you talk more about whats going on and how its making you feel?
yes it seems so:) actually i feel fucked-up...maybe exaggerating...
should be thankful to God that i am healthy, young and still hopeful...
Well you have this blog, it is a form of self expression
Welcome to the blogging world by the way
We never forget to thank god ofcourse for the various gifts he gave us.
Trust me writing about your feelings will make it better, cheer up now and take care of your-self. Write at your own pace :)
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