Thursday, January 17, 2008

The Dark Corridor Between Wednesday and Thursday

Date: 17-Jan-08, Thursday
Time: Night, close to Dawn
Experience: People call it dream
Theme: One day before the last day
Associated Song: The Carnival is Over by Dead Can Dance*



Such a fuss! Somehow everybody knows that this life will end tomorrow without hearing the Soor** of Angel Israfel. The reactions are so different from each other. I and the group surrounding me are really upset, crying sometimes, lost in emotions yet I am constantly moving from here to there and analyzing others :
There is a girl, still hopeful to find a boyfriend,
Another is amazed with her new jewels,
Two woman are selling some clothes in their booth on a street,
One guy is trying to get his broken porcelain souvenir fixed by another street seller,

I am asking these people shocked seeing them so indifferent to the biggest news ever:

How can you continue living normally as if nothing will gonna happen tomorrow, how can you do business, how can you still have hope for “ here” ?

They are saying: What else can we do, best is to do what we know how to do and to be how we used to be…

Me, going back to the people to whom i feel relatively closer.
Removing my clothes to witness the funeral for some feelings like shyness (not feeling anything different because of being naked), like sense of flesh (no man is looking at me, they are indifferent ). As the weather is getting darker and darker I am starting to feel lighter and lighter, detaching myself from the world along with my clothes…




*Here it is:

http://www.radioblogclub.com/open/84226/carnival_is_over/Dead_Can_Dance__-_The_Carnival_Is_Over


**Bugle

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