Saturday, November 10, 2007

complaints, confessions...

office sucks, me sucks, people around suck! i guess i am under risk of chronic pessimism & chronic lack of achievement...my pink glasses have turned into black...my life has been tasteless lately, i wish i could sleep for a few months and wake up to a better life/world...Awaiting a miracle from the Lord, creator of all miracles including the life!

I am trying to leave my stupid job and hunt another (most probably again stupid) job while dreaming to join a master program of "International Peace & Conflict Resolution"..Unfortunately my dreams dont seem to go hand-in-hand with my reality...

That is it for now

Later...

5 comments:

Kaos said...

oh man have I been there?
oh I still am lol. Is it a dream or a new reality? make your own reality based on your own dreams... who's to say its not realistic. If thats what makes you happy then go 4 it and don't look back

Cosmictree said...

not scared of taking risks, me just trying to figure out what would make her really happy, tryin to clear all the illusions not to regret later...need to accumulate some more power in me...sometimes i feel the responsibility of all people suffering on the world which is so heavy on my shoulder yet i am too far from the state of "awareness"! When i was 16 i was dreaming of saving the world...now it would be my true happiness if i can save myself (ironically to be able to save myself i need to save others:) )

Kaos said...

Saving yourself is attaining your happiness, and about the world is people pursuing their happiness
So start with your own and you are a part of this world, any faults are not your mistakes and you simply do your best

Anonymous said...

Amazing depiction power i must say!

Cosmictree said...

Hey stranger...thanks for the comment..It has been 4 years since i wrote this...i am in a different state of mind and soul now, inevitably...I wish İ could write again to pour the current me into the pages...